Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Sleepless In This House

I love my family! I love my sweet little boys, trying as they are...they're just amazing! I feel so lucky to have Levi, he's the easiest baby, and so happy...but his sleeping habits are wanting. This momma's starting to feel it, so I figured I'd give sleep training a try...which I almost think is worse than the lack of sleep. Today is day two...and I'll admit that I collapsed on it last night. As I type this, I'm listening to Levi cry in his nursery. I want him to sleep better...I was never able to do this with Timmy since he puked if he cried. I feel guilty, but a sense of desperation. I need this to work. Some days I feel like I'm the only one who makes sacrifices...and the loss of a full nights rest is a huge part of that resentment. I'm upset about the lack of sleep, if I'm capable of changing it, why not give it a go?? Woah...the crying has stopped...dared I say, it worked...? Wha...?!