So...I'm throwing myself a big party for my birthday...sure, it seems kinda lame that one would have to throw themselves a party, but hey, that's me! I'm pretty damn excited about it, I've got a limo and everything...but some people are acting like it's an inconvenience and are more concerned about the other people attending than the whole ordeal itself. I think that's pretty uncool.
I haven't tried to have a big party since I was eight or nine; I invited everyone in my class (like some 30 kids) to come to Bumpers in the mall and play video games and have pizza...3 people showed up. I was devastated, and ever since have had this enormous fear to make plans or throw parties, because it always seems to toy with my emotions...I get so excited, only to be so disappointed in the end...it hurts. It'd be so much easier if I had Krystle here, to get excited with and to know won't let me down.
I think my wedding will be a small one, cause I can't handle the possible disappointment...
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