Wedding Maddness

Ugh, I'm so tired of wedding planning! Even after sending out all the invites, most of the RSVPs never made their way back to us (which is slightly irritating since the postage was on them, they just needed to check a box and throw it back into the mailbox, but whatev)...so today I had to FaceBook message many people to figure out if they're coming. I kinda assumed they weren't and that not sending in their RSVP was their way of letting me know they had zero intention of coming...wrong!! All but two so far have said they're coming. Just when I thought 80 was my ball-park...now it's 100; a difference of about $300 for dinner...not including plate rentals and programs. And according to most of the wedding planning guidelines I've seen (after I winged my timeline) it seems I'm incredibly early with all my planning...I couldn't imagine having waited until a month prior to get a final head-count! My veil came today, but is white instead of ivory, and the seller has yet to get back to me about it. It took 3 tries to finally get our guest book right. I'm just over it today. I'm running out of money, I feel like my own parents don't give a damn, and all I can think when people ask about the bachelorette party, bridal shower, beauty day, rehearsal dinner, wedding day, and wedding night is who's gonna be watching my children? I feel like I'm asking my mom to baby sit them for an entire week!

Geez, I'm such a negative Nancy today!