Little Miss Downer

Well, nothing much has changed on the job-front since my last blog. Although, they did initially fire two girls, one of them managed to get her job back. It's all been a lot of drama and non-credible don't-repeat-what-I've-told-you scenarios...so I'm just doing my best to lay low in the back drop of all the chaos. I have been called out a few times, by people who used to work with me in the old bar...saying I'm a bad worker and don't belong in the high-volume bar, and this and that...I gotta say, it hurts more coming from them, but I suppose it just goes to show how deluded and petty they've become. I'm this young, little, cute thing and that seems to be the real issue. I think it's so outlandish that I won't even argue it and give it any validity at all. I have been working up there the last three weeks. Liquid is a lot busier than the Turf, and therefore, more profitable. So profitable that we hardly qualified for Timmy's state insurance. Thankfully we made it under the numbers (barely), otherwise I would have panicked over the fact that we'd get denied based on an income that wasn't confirmed to be permanent. Sylvia's got my back in all this, which means a great deal to me...but at the same time, they're only posting one line right now, so honestly, she should be the one to get it. Ugh.

Krystle was in town visiting with her family. It was so great getting to see her and Travis and their beautiful children...I miss them! I don't have any friends here that are what she is...we were roommates and great confidants. I miss that...her.

Drew and I have been toying with the idea of moving. Our neighborhood has been in a constant downward spiral since we moved in here, sadly. I love this house...and Timmy's nursery. But I can't take the drugs, the trashy neighbors who shout at every passer-by to try to solicit drugs or sex, or the awful Youth Christ Center place that has little hoodlums running through the street and throwing footballs at my car. If I get the job in Liquid, this moving thing may be a possibility. Without it, I doubt we'll be able to afford taking the hit...40 thousand is a huge loss. Double ugh.